Kinilkilig ako with an office crush... 
~ he's married, asian but not pinoy, super shy...  
~ tuwing nag kakatinginan kame, tapos parehas kameng babaling ng tingin... #uma-ALDUB
~ haven't talk to him since i met him and by december babalik na ko ng pinas so nothing harmful... right?

at the same time im thinking of my ex from time to time...
~ mostly bitter thoughts, and what ifs kung kame pa ngaun.. 
~ pero kahit may 0.0001% chance na mag kabalikan kame, i would never dare to grab the opportunity. I think im much better off without him...

peo i have a 3 yrs relationship too...  
~ di ko alam if im a sucker for bad guys, that i think i dont deserve him.
he is sweet, maasikaso, etc... peo ako parang 60% lang lagi kong nabibigay na efforts for him..
~ or maybe may hinahanap pa kong iba sakanya na alam ko sa current status nia ngaun ay di nia pa kaya ibigay...
~ I love him... but i think he loves me more and that bothers me... d ako sanay na mas minamahal ako... mas sanay ako na ako ung all out pagdating sa pagmamahal...

am i that bad?? 
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Currently feeling: confused
Posted by blisterzzzen on September 26, 2015 at 09:17 AM in ひみつ~ | 2 OK...
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Comment posted on September 26th, 2015 at 06:46 PM
not an expert in this department, pero tingin ko, baka namimiss mo lang yung thrill ng uncertainty. baka masyado ka lang secured sa relationship na meron ka now kaya na bo-bore ka. well, ok lang naman na kiligin. ok lang na may mafeel.. so long as you're not doing anything about it. ienjoy mo lang and try not to take ur feelings too seriously. marami kasing factor e. pwedeng distance.. pwedeng whatever. just give it some time<--my unsolicited advice.hehe.. OR kung ayaw mo na sa boylets mo, saken nalang. haha. charaught lang. anyway, expertise mo yan. i know u can get out of there unscratched. ;)
Comment posted on September 26th, 2015 at 06:56 PM
hahahahaha... tabun may point ka naman... naks... Doctor Love... manonood nalang ako ng Aldub... hahahaha....

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