Club contest over. Hindi ako nanalo, na disqualified pa ko. Overtime.

Ok lang naman. Nakakatawa lang na sasali rin pala ang mentee ko sa isa pang category tas sya rin na overtime.

Ayoko talaga ng natatalo pero this time, ok lang talaga. Nalulungkot lang ako na hindi ako magkakaroon ng excuse para makasama ka.

Pero kahit yun, ok na rin talaga. Pero syempre, gusto pa rin talaga kitang kasama.

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Alam mo ba yung hunch? Yung madalas tinatawag nateng "kutob". Common yun sa nga babae including me. I remember back in the day when cellphones weren't a thing yet, i would always know if bff was visiting our house because of this hunch. Same goes if it's nephil or anyone i have strong connections to.

This hunch also makes me foresee the outcome of things. I remember very well the times when i thought i won't get something i badly wanted and i felt this pull in my gut then ended up getting that thing despite the apparent impossibility.

There is also that other kind of pull where I'd get the opposite. I don't remember this ever failing.

Just a few hours ago, i felt a pull. A pull i recognized as that of defeat and i have a bad feeling about this.

Has anyone felt something like this before? If you're able to fight the hunch and get the opposite of what it's telling you, please, please, let me know.

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Then i watched the other boy slipping away.

There i was pretending i don't really care.

I hate lying. If you lie in your actions, then that's still a lie. I wish i have the courage to act the truth out though.

I already told the Heavens that i don't want to lose you.

Kaya sige, bahala na.

Posted by cinderellaareus on July 22, 2017 at 01:10 AM in Saturday | HA...

ano yung 'i want something just like this' mo?

Posted by chronicwind on July 21, 2017 at 11:16 PM | HA...

I want him, i still want him and this realization makes me cry (almost. i can still keep it together. but for how long.)

Posted by chronicwind on July 21, 2017 at 10:51 PM | HA...

I need to love more

Posted by chronicwind on July 21, 2017 at 10:49 PM | HA...

ang bobo ng nangyayare part 28 of 79

Posted by chronicwind on July 21, 2017 at 09:11 PM | HA...

I really want to champion and encourage bike commuting (its free! U dont get stuck in traffic! U exercise! U get the freedom of mobility!) but whats holding me back is the probable accidents and the subsequent responsibility and guilt ill experience which i cant handle because im an immature child

Posted by chronicwind on July 20, 2017 at 09:53 AM | HA...

GOT theme song remains delicious.  7 seasons and it's still unskippable

Posted by chronicwind on July 20, 2017 at 12:00 AM | HA...

gusto ko lang sabihin

na ang hirap maging adult

Posted by MeantimeNars on July 19, 2017 at 03:40 PM | 1 OK...
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