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It's 2:20am...

Still awake after 12hrs walking around Umeda, Osaka.

Todays Realizations: 
1. I love Bags...

2. I hate when someone comes late during meet-ups, but I, myself usually comes late for 5-10mins because I don't like waiting. hahaha.... (I'm such a diva)

3. I like shopping, but I don't like when the one I'm with shops longer than I do.

4. I get bored easily when shopping for clothes. I enjoy shopping for stationery and of course bags.

5. Japan is really a tourist friendly place, even though not everyone can speak/understand English. 

6. Filipino's really knows good food. 

7. Japanese coffee is a bit bitter than what is available in the Philippines. (Even Starbucks Caramel Macchiato)

8. I am not willing to spend 1000php for a blouse or shirt. 

9. Cardigans don't fit me well.

10. Filipinos and Japanese loves branded stuff too much. 

It was a both tiring and fun.

Just like Alanis Morisette said, "I'm broke, but I'm happy..."  hahahaha

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Ang laki mong LIBAG.... 

ung ayaw mo pa maniwala sa sinabi ko, at tumawag ka pa talaga para iconfirm.. 

edi ikaw na... ikaw na talaga....

may nag sabi saken pag naramdaman mo ang homesickness madami kang maiisip na nde maganda... 

nandun na baka maisipan mo mag resign dahil nahohomesick ka na... 

pero sa ngaun.. wala akong nararamdamang homesickness..actually ayoko na nga umuwi dian dahil iniisip ko pagbalik ko ikaw na naman makakatrabaho ko... at mapapadalas na naman ang pag duda ko sa sarili ko...  

sabi mo dati nakaka stress dito.. peo hinde naman.. mas naiistress pa ko pag ikaw ang kausap ko...

para bang pinipilit ko lagi na maniwala ka sa sabihin ko... 

oo mali ko na nag papaapekto ako sayo... 

kaya nga hinahayaan nalang kita sa gusto mo.. 

pero wag ka mag aalala, simula ngaun wala na kong pakelam sa sasabihin mo..

kung ayaw mo e di wag... walang pilitan...

pero walang sisihan... 

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So we have something in common..

He likes karaage too...  

Makapag luto nga ng isang kilo.. hahahaha..

Ansaya ko kagabi but its a bit weird dahil in my dream iba ung kasama ko... and much weirder wala naman xa sa nomikai kagabi. tsktsk.... Di kaya nagayuma na ko neto? hahahaha....

O well it was a nice dream naman din.. Not so amusing.. Just plain hangout with a friend. 

Before the nomikai ended last night, one of the staff said that im halfway already of my stay here..

I got a bit sad,... feels like Im just getting used to the life here... and I'm already leaving soon....

waaah... can i ask for 2 to 3 months more? 

how i wish.... 

OK HE JUST SMILED AT ME!!!

#anlande #HighschoolFeels #Kilig

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Buong magdamag ko iniisip kung nag kakasala na ba ako kay dhie...

pero sana hindi naman... 

Wala pa naman akong ginagawang paraan to be extra papansin kay crush... 

pero grabe lang one curve line opened upwards from him really makes my day...

A really good way to start and end my day... 

As in on my way home i was singing "I really really like YOU" with my jacket hoodie on dahil malamig na... #SipuninProblems 

I just hope this wouldnt affect anything pag uwi ko...

and hello HE is married na, sooo as if naman may future talaga toh....

#SaPresintoKaMagpaliwanag 

#Highschool

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I have this jolt everytime our eyes meet.

Enough to wake me up and wait for it.

Its like your eyes makes my heart skip beats,

Specially when you smile like this.

I never thought i'd feel this way

like a highschooler in ponytail

I know its not for long i'll be away

Oh i just hope i could stay.

#awts

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I decided to stop thinking of him....

My friend is right, ako kiniklig sknya... e ang tanong xa ba kinikilig sken... hahahaha...

And we are both with someone else naman na so wala din talagang future kaya sayang ang oras.

Been learning knitting this week... and felt like I like it more than crochet already.. hehehe.. but knitting is really nice to learn specially if your living in a country with winter season.. I'm making a scarf now, for me so i can have something to used during the cold days here in Japan..

I wish I could bring this weather to the Philippines. #Asa

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Been sleeping late and drinking energy drink in the morning....

Coffee nowadays can't make my energy bar full.

After 2months eto na ba ung homesickness?

I really think I'm starting to love being alone... o sige not totally alone,.. pero I think I'm doing well being away from the people that would spoil me with foods, doing my errands and preparing things for me. 

Parang I like to be alone physically para mapilitan ako kumilos on my own. 

I really like the silence pag kailangan ko mag isip at mag ganstilyo lang magisa.

I like doing anything that i think of doing without no one noticing me.

Am I selfish or namiss ko lang ung kabataan ko being an only child?

hmmmn... 

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Been talking to myself earlier while walking home.

(or am I talking to God?) 

I'm asking him for signs... a first, after long years of asking mostly anything from Him. I do read devotionals everyday as much as possible., pero parang after "that incindent" medyo naging hesistant na ko... 

i expected less, almost expecting nothing...

but this year is a bit different from others, after 5years of same old scenarios... 

Opporunities came, blessing upon blessings...

and now I'm asking signs.. #Improving

ang tanong,,, ano kaya ung sign na ibibigay nia..

I just hope bigyan nia dIn ako ng wisdom para maintindihan ung signs na un.

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Yung muka kang siraulo mag isa sa bahay nag iiyak after panoodin ung video clip nung couple sa cartoons na UP...

Eto na ba kaya ung sign? 

Did I cried because i dont know if i will grow old inlove with Him? 

un ba un? 

nandito na lang ba ako kasi natatakot ako tumanda mag isa??

I know im really romantic before, peo why with Him nde na ganon... 

What happened?