blisterzzzen

So my new hobby is going to the gym... alone...

hahaha.. 

well not so much of a hobby dahil 3x a week lang ako after office.. 

The commute home after the work out kills me more than the workout itself...

And Im glad i joined the gym alone, though medyo andami ng magkumare lately sa locker room.. 

peo the pros of being alone is kung tamadin ako or tamadin xa, walang damayan... 

wala pang visible results as of now.. but im staying positive kaya back off haters... char... hahaha... 

blisterzzzen

Mag hapon ng nasa isang tab ng browser ko ung page ng Gold's Gym deal... 

babayaran ko na ba toh? or titigan lang hangang mag expire ung deal??

hmmmmn...

Im afraid baka masayang ang 1500 ko for 1mo worth ng membership nila.. 

huhuhu....

wattodoooo? 

nde ko alam kung anong tawag sa saket kong toh.. peo sobrang nahihiya ako...

ayoko malaman ng ibang mag gi-gym ako.. or balak kong mag gym...

siguro takot ako mag fail that much kaya ayoko ng sumugal pa...

huhuhu....

i need THAT motivation para ganahan ako... 

huhuhu..... 

ang tanong ano ung THAT?? 

huhuhu.....

blisterzzzen

Yung muka kang siraulo mag isa sa bahay nag iiyak after panoodin ung video clip nung couple sa cartoons na UP...

Eto na ba kaya ung sign? 

Did I cried because i dont know if i will grow old inlove with Him? 

un ba un? 

nandito na lang ba ako kasi natatakot ako tumanda mag isa??

I know im really romantic before, peo why with Him nde na ganon... 

What happened? 

blisterzzzen

I have this jolt everytime our eyes meet.

Enough to wake me up and wait for it.

Its like your eyes makes my heart skip beats,

Specially when you smile like this.

I never thought i'd feel this way

like a highschooler in ponytail

I know its not for long i'll be away

Oh i just hope i could stay.

#awts

blisterzzzen

Kinilkilig ako with an office crush... 
~ he's married, asian but not pinoy, super shy...  
~ tuwing nag kakatinginan kame, tapos parehas kameng babaling ng tingin... #uma-ALDUB
~ haven't talk to him since i met him and by december babalik na ko ng pinas so nothing harmful... right?

at the same time im thinking of my ex from time to time...
~ mostly bitter thoughts, and what ifs kung kame pa ngaun.. 
~ pero kahit may 0.0001% chance na mag kabalikan kame, i would never dare to grab the opportunity. I think im much better off without him...

peo i have a 3 yrs relationship too...  
~ di ko alam if im a sucker for bad guys, that i think i dont deserve him.
he is sweet, maasikaso, etc... peo ako parang 60% lang lagi kong nabibigay na efforts for him..
~ or maybe may hinahanap pa kong iba sakanya na alam ko sa current status nia ngaun ay di nia pa kaya ibigay...
~ I love him... but i think he loves me more and that bothers me... d ako sanay na mas minamahal ako... mas sanay ako na ako ung all out pagdating sa pagmamahal...

am i that bad?? 

blisterzzzen

I still think of you.. 

Wondering if masaya ka ba sa napili mo....
   ~ mukang masaya naman naka dalawa na nga kayong babies eh...

pero baket di pa kayo kasal? 
   ~ umaasa ako na ang sagot mo eh ung sinabi mo nung last na nakausap kita... na kahit kayo na at iniwan mo ko, ako pa din ung gusto mo pakasalan... #BS

gusto ko pa din paniwalaan na mahal mo naman talaga ako..
   ~ pero natukso ka lang... 

I really hope makita mo ko ngaun... 
   ~ feeling ko magiging proud ka sken, di naten napag usapan dati na mabibigyan ako ng ganitong chance... sinong mag aakala diba... 

namimiss ko na ung pamilya mo....
   ~ ung niyakap ako ni nanay mo nung huli akong pumunta diyan tapos nag tanong siya baket  tayo maghihiwalay... 

di ko mabigay lahat sakanya ngaun kasi....
  ~ hindi mo naibalik ung ibang parte ng puso ko nung iniwan mo ko...